Rainy Days and Sundays Part 2

It is raining today. The skies are dark. Somehow I knew the day will be a little different.

I had a chat with my ex’s sister today, and it wasn’t good. Not good at all.

She asked me if her sister and I can talk.

Honestly, I didn’t expect that. She told me that if I am willing to talk to her sister and if I’d probably give it another chance – the same chance that I was asking from my ex before I left last December – that same chance that I was deprived of.

I don’t know what to believe in or what to think right now. I don’t know if I can give more. I don’t know if it is really worthy to leave my job and career for the sake of finally saving my relationship: an act that was supposed to be finished and done and left alone.

I confess, my heart still beats for her, but I don’t know if I can take that risk, after what has happened. I am lost.