Photography is in the House yo!

The photography seminar last night was really an eye-opener for most of my friends. Indeed, it is a wonderful hobby. Too bad I can’t spend that much in buying a camera, but as the speakers have said, as long as you know to make a good composition, even your cellphone cameras would make Mona Lisas.

I was glad I saw Ivan last night in the seminar. That means that his arm is making steady progress and I felt really happy to see Chichan there with him. I’m glad the both of them are doing fine now. It is not easy to be in Ivan’s situation. I even helped him close his jeans’ button when he went to answer Nature’s call. We were laughing in the restroom. I never imagined that his jeans could fit so tightly. Thank God I forgot to get it on video for my documentary. It would have been so hilarious.

There was this lady last night. She had a strange smile at me…anyway nevermind.

Another Day Ahead

I had the feeling that today will be uneventful, unless my boss gives me something to work on to. I woke up and felt something itchy with my throat. I hope I won't get coughs.

Had no breakfast as usual but I’m sure coffee’s waiting for me at the office. It has been my morning routine actually. It is kinda cloudy outside, one not surely promising any showers but nonetheless adds to the melancholy of things. From the moment I wake up, two thoughts raced into my mind : one, I really need a PC for Dekaron but I can’t buy now since my salary is like 30 days away, and I hope I can borrow money from my friend at Chilis; and two, I need to ask my boss if she could give me an advance since I need to pay the rent (I sent all my money at home during my vacation in the hopes of marrying someone).

Anyway, life goes on. I just hope I can survive the day.

My First Working Day (Again)

I like surfing the net, especially during my idle times at work, just like now. I just finished visiting my favorites sites, got to have a simple chat with 2 of my friends, and browsed the Dekaron forums. Again, the thought came to me : I need to get a PC at home and play Dekaron again.

I need to keep myself busy again, try to avoid being alone, just be with friends and and with happy people, see happy things - all with the high hopes of forgetting and moving on and starting a new life.


For now, I need to get back to Dekaron.

To Live and Love Again

It has been more than a year (or so) since my last blog. I never bothered to write blogs before and, to be honest, I think that I’m only starting to join the bandwagon. I feel that though my writing ‘prowess’ may not be at par with many others to join the blog arena, blogging might give me a chance to know myself better…something that I can ponder on when I am old and weary.

I just came back from a lengthy vacation in the Philippines. I went to spend the holidays with my mother and sister, and with it are high hopes that I would be able to fix a relationship that I carelessly left behind. In that relationship, I tried to save anything that I thought I left behind, only to find out that there wasn’t anything left. I tried to win a heart back again, to fail in the end. I tried to win a battle that started years back when I found love. I tried to justify my reason of leaving someone for the sake of preparing for the future only to find out in the end that securing one is not enough.

Now I’m back at work, trying to start a new life ahead of me, carrying on with all the burden and consequences of my past mistakes. For now, I’ll just let myself drift to where life brings me, carefully threading each path so I may again find the reason to live and love again.